Rock bottom = not the worst place to be? Yep. I am sure everyone has felt like that, time to time. Even just one bad day can make you feel like you are there, even for a moment in time. I believe it is true – that it is not the worst place to be! You can become fearless because you ain’t got anything to lose! But – you have to realize that! Bam. Hehe.
Clearing the deck – God was like huh, uh – you need people around you that will encourage and inspire you to do your best work – and not push you to fit into this world. There is a big difference! No? People come and go. Why? Is it bad if they go?
Seasons of change and love/non-love – feeling a deep sense of love for people – even acquaintances or new contacts, in a way I never have before. Why? I think God opened my heart more, which can bring floods or joy … AND pain! Yep. But, I think He wants me to get a feel for how He sees people and how big His love is – even when people – me, you, all of us – can be uneasy to love – at least at times.
Feelings of disposable-ness – ha. What is that? Well … feeling disposable – I imagine that is how God feels, at times – with people that will not even look for him, for even a moment. You know, just to check into things. … It is a bad feeling. 😦
Tears can be your friend. We always hide them, why? Tears are a built-in cleansing system, designed by God, to assist us. You know how you just feel better after you cry something out. Yep. Just release them/the issue you are upset about. You know. … 🙂
Can you/we be more loving? Can you lend a hand to someone you know? Let’s make this world not so ugly – shall we?
Had to call in about a credit card today – the automated voice was like – “if you and your spouse would … ”
I’m like: screw u! What spouse?
Let’s just make the best of drama? I texted some friends and made fun of myself. Sort of. 🙂 #love